Saturday, April 17, 2010


I hate hearing about peoples dreams...not their hopes and dreams...but their night time dreams. It is so boring, and never makes sense. That being said, I have been having crazy dreams lately. So realistic. I always dream about people in high school, friends, boyfriends, even casual acquaintances. If I know you I have dreamt about you.

Last night was one of those dreams it went on and on all night, and I woke up this morning feeling I actually lived it.

It totally freaks me out.

I have been thinking about how strange it would be to be a baby. Weird I know. But How would it be to not be able to move anywhere...and to have people (all sorts of people) kissing you all day and not being able to get away from it. Sounds like my worst nightmare.

that's it. I am just really bored today. Cortney is that means I have to wrangle the kids all by myself. It boggles my mind that they can go from something so innocent and Henry, to screaming, stinky, fighting, back talking boys. I think I really screwed them up.


Cassidy said...

Your last paragraph just sums up my thoughts this last week. THanks to Carter, I have one friend that prays she never has a boy. It's the back talking and total disrespect that gets me the most.

Earl Family said...

Ash. You are so randomly funny.

You are not screwing up your boys. You are a tough woman. You can totally take them.

Heidi Grover said...

Don't be a total dork! You didn't screw up your boys. They're just little boys. Watch the other boys in the Ward if you don't believe me. They're all like that.